Tired

Why do I feel so disconnected from everyone recently?

Retreat didn't allow me to vent like how I originally planned.

I feel like just writing all my feelings out. But I know if I do, it won't make sense. I need it to make sense, otherwise it would have been pointless. I'm pretty sure if I do, it would be a novel of complete nonsense mumbo jumbo.

Patricia's birthday is coming up. I need to get her a present.