What the hell now?

I've had probably a total of six hours the past two days. I went to the opening Laker game and got home really later and then I went to the ACT NOW benefit concert last night in Hollywood. It was freaking tiring, but soooo worth it.

Patricia and I were volunteering and Renina, Stephanie's cousin and girl in charge, told me that I would be stationed at the Green Room, where all the talent would stay in to get ready for their performances. I was so pumped to see Frankie J, Baby Bash, Dante Basco, and Far East Movement! Dante Basco is just soo freaking dope. He really knows how to talk to people. Ahaha. And Frankie J's voice is like a God send.

Working the the entire night was so hectic. The kind of lifestyles these people live are just so fascinating to me. They just look so glamorous and the way they just look like they know what they're doing amazes me. So I think I really want to go into that sort of business. I don't yet though. There's a bunch of shady stuff that goes on there, but it's just so interesting to me.

We had our Halloween skit today and my God is SCO so lame this year. I think the only reason I'm really on it is for college apps. I mean I love the Aristonians, Class of 2010, Seniors to death, but SCO is just such a pain in the ass. It's just not as fun as JCO. I admit, Carolyn didn't do much as president, but at least we did a great job WHILE still having fun. It's just not a top priority right now.

In Kronish's class, we're writing up personal statements and while I know what I want to write about, it's so fucking hard making up an intro. I'm having serious writer's block. I have this gut feeling it's going to be awesome in the end, I can't seem to find my way there.

I need to talk about this. Just everything. Before, now, and after. Whatever comes to mind.

I really hope I get to spend my weekend with my friends.

17

Yet another year has come to celebrate my birthday and I have never been not so excited. I really wanted to go to Disneyland, but I guess that's not happening. Just eating dinner with the family.

This is the first time in seven years I haven't had a birthday party. As much as I'd love to have one, I don't think I can go through the hassle of throwing one like last year's. Oh God, the drama.

My real birthday wish was a dog. I got Beatles Rockband instead. Yeah, totally not the same. I was really hoping they'd consider it at least.

The Twins' are throwing a Halloween party on Friday and I was invited. But no. My sister won't let me. How bogus is that. What if I want to go? It's not like I'm overstepping my boundaries since I was invited, right?

I actually need to get a lot of things off my chest. I'll vent when it's not so early in the morning.

I pray to God I have a good day at school today.

Awkwaaard

My mother got into this whole $3000 Rainbow vacuum business. Every time there's a raffle they win something and today they got a blue-ray DVD player. If she does another three demos and gets a sale, we get a PS3! It sounds cool, but now she wants me to ask Patricia and Nadine if we can do a demo at their house. -.- Wtf, man. I remember mentioning it to Tito Miguel and he said he didn't believe in it. So, no thanks mom. I still hope we get that PS3 somehow.

I have yet to start my hw. I think I'm gonna sleep though. I'm unbelievably lazy right now. Jennifer took my flash drive so that she  could get our badges printed out, but I needed it for my article. ): I'm writing an article on how kids can't survive without their phones. Kinda sad, but my voice needs to be heard!

College Apps. Scholarships. Financial Aid. CRAPPPP.

One of these days  man I just need to sit on my ass and write personal statements, answer questions, and the list goes on. Hmph. This'll be a long year.